am I the only person who frequently thinks of how their funeral would go? who would go?
what would they say?
who would cry?

selena gomez looks like a child why the fuck do you find her attractive

every time.
dad: are u pregnant

my boss totally misunderstood what I said
me: theres something in my eye
dave: you're high?! ALEXUS, thats highly innapropriate! How dare you!
me: but, Dave-
dave: And to ANNOUNCE it to your boss? What were you thinking?!
me: Dave...
dave: This is what drugs do to people! they lie and say things they aren't supposed to say! I expected so much more from you!
me: DAVE!
dave: WHAT!?
me: I said I have something in my eye.
dave: ... oh. well. carry on then.

stop complaining about your fucking life if you aren’t even trying to do anything to make yourself feel better.

stop writing about how you “put on a fake smile everyday” on your blog

and live your life. YOU have the power to change your life every day, and you’re not doing it.

think I’m being insensitive? think I’m making fun of your depression?

Guess who’s on depression/anxiety meds? ME. and I make a conscious effort to make my life better. 

moping around? it won’t do shit.

tonight
we layed in your bed, tangled beneath your covers. I supposed we’d been holding hands for a while until I looked down and realized that it was happening. thats how natural it feels to me.

thats how I know your hand is the hand I’m supposed to hold.

making dinner for babylove tomorrow <3!

some other things tomorrow too ;)

I seriously had the most amazing day today. my boyfriend is wonderful. I don’t think I’ve ever been this in love with anyone before.. (:

it seems like older people always want to blame the things that our generation does on the TV we watch, or the music we listen to… maybe we’re just crazy

you can’t be just plain crazy anymore?

there has to be a cause?